someday your eyes will truly see
and you will know different side of me
then you would realize that being with me is not that easy
i wonder if leaving is one thing you could agree,
so that you could be free
-first note i wrote on our first conflict when you and me are still ‘us’ . haha
so finally, you left me. i still wonder how could you make this thing this easy. you know commitment is not that simple – but you do make it simple. that’s okay, but like what my friend’s said: ‘more simpler – much less magical’. i regret that if this has to end like this, why did you ever bother to fight for me at the beginning – when leaving me with all cost is what you’ve done so easily? and where would those sweet words and promises go when you just forget about it when you told me you’re leaving?
what a waste 😦
i tried my best. you didn’t even care to try. there’s nothing i can do if you don’t even want to try.. i can’t push you to love me like you used to before. it would be such a waste, you see.
that’s ok if that i was being the loser in this game. but i guess i might be the MVP. and winning is not everything – the game is about how you play,
well, then just go and get some better life as you thought it would be without me 🙂
remember what i told you: think before speaking – think it wisely before you decided to have some shit called ‘commitment’. and just don’t promise anything unless you’re sure that you can do that. even better if you don’t ever say it at all – just left it done.
after all, i respect you with everything you’ve said and done. maybe what i could do now is believing that this is the best way that works for us both.
no goodbyes – as you said that you’re going nowhere.
see you later, maybe. as anything that possible.
*oleh Reytia Anindita, diambil dari ‘beautiful liar’ : http://dyingtobegorgeous.blogspot.com
terimakasih rey boleh “retweet” =P